If I didn’t care I wouldn’t need you
If I didn’t care you wouldn’t be on mind
If I didn’t care I wouldn’t waist my time
But I am having the hardest time
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Verse 1]
She loves him more
He loves her more,
Seems like they won't ever let each other go,
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I am alone in my own home
I have hatred and problems where they don’t belong
It should be love, peace and
Happiness an all the above
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What does love mean
Does it mean the fire inside
Or is it the feeling of how much you tried
to make things work
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I hate to say
But at times I feel like running away
Never looking back
Life is too short for me to go back
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We sit here in this world
That turns and turns
But in life you get burned
Since we were little
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Do you love me?
babe you the deal
Do you care for me?
always have and forever will
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Why is it so hard to say goodbye
Is it the emotional part that makes you what to cry
Or is it the pain of knowing that everything is going to change
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why do I feel this way
why do I cry
why are my feeling like a silent sigh
they are never heard they are deep inside
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I saw the black and white flower at night
that lighten up my sight
The flower told me all the truths
When nobody else could see through
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i am nothing to you
you are nothing to me
because we do not exist in ANYTHING
so please
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Depression on my mind
Love in my heart
Worry in my eyes
Silence in my ears
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Your love is like cross hands
Open spaces where my heart has fallen in
I close mine to stay content
You open yours to stay committed
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i write about my feeling, questions, past, future and between.. i love comments so feel free to say whats on your mind)
Trying My Hardest
If I didn’t care I wouldn’t need you
If I didn’t care you wouldn’t be on mind
If I didn’t care I wouldn’t waist my time
But I am having the hardest time
Leaving you behind
Im having the hardest time
trying not to care about you
And sometimes I find myself
Trying to replace what wants to be forgotten
I feel like I’ve been unguarded
Nothing left to hold back my mind
My heart wants you to be mine
My mind says you have plenty opportunities
For someone else to take up your time
So why am I
Having to try my hardest
Leaving you in past
Under the category that we just couldn’t last
But at the same time we use to say I love you
And I’ve been feeling lately my love
has meant a different love point of view
Than what it meant to you
Sometimes I feel sorry for me and you
Because I know what I did to you
I say I treated you right
But you want to be through
And I will never doubt you
Because all that I said to you was the truth
So now I will leave it up to you
For you to realizes that answer
to see upon your eyes
Whenever you stop trying your hardest to avoid my eyes
You turn your face to tell me no but wont look in my eyes
I will tell you the truth but I am not going to show you how to understand
Im trying my hardest like I said, because I am not one to beg
My only complaint that most be heard
My point of where the awkwardness stands
silent but speaks in these words