outside my window
the blur of a november fog
hastens up eternal ghosts, hades-like,
from gardens bleeding with pungent odours.
...
march winds
scurrying across the bending tree tops
and
high in the watery heavens
...
I am not
in control anymore;
unidentifiable powers play
with the furniture
...
the dregs of a late-night
hanging over one,
the aftertaste of alcohol
and tobacco,
...
I must be mad -
up the whole night,
a favoured night,
writing and writing;
...
see!
the savage will's sinking fangs
bite deep down into the bubbling head
of the madly laughing larynx
...
monday morning
faces, schulptured in sunken gloom,
throng the streets
in despairing and anxious haste.
...
live 30 years in Holland and hold proudly the Dutch nationality.)
After Sun And Sea.
after sun and sea.
the rush to the station,
back to the town;
fish and chips
and white bread and butter;
ointment for the red patches,
cool sheets and contented dreams.