Jessie Li here

You love me in front of my face
I hate you in front of yours
You hate me behind that mask
I love you behind mine
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Don’t you wish the rain to wash away all fears
To blend with and dismiss all the tears

You wish the rain to calm all rage
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It lets you see
Every little thing

It shows you youre not as different
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Letter to my stupid master
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I feel outside
I feel the cold
under my almost bare feet
The tear doesn't run down my cheek
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You cant read my mind
So stop trying to
Stop acting like you can
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There aint no key to my heart
Its locked up inside of me

The gateways to my soul are closed
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Day may make the light we see by
Night reflects who we are

Day may be of joy and wonder
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I spoke
Uttered things I never could
I let the silence be ended
I showed im not so different
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I wish that I could walk on water
I'd walk across the ocean blue
If only I could walk on water
I'd see so many places new.
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As I look out to the white grave
I wish to stay here all through the day
Peace and quiet and only me
Writting poems and stories for all of time
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Little person in the well
Why are you still here
Is life so hard to look at
You must linger here
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I seemed to be following u
Agreeing because of hatred
Then...
U think i cant hear u
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What if my life was just still
No having to think
No heart beating
No breathing
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dedicated to Michelle and Natalie
Why does mommy have to yell?
Why does she hit, when i have done nothing?
Why does she only try to make me cry...
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This is me
Slowly falling
Into the depths of Everything
I fall while
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Tears slowly fall from
Your delicate face
How sad
That I helped you
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They whisper in hushed tones
Outside the room
Pretending that I don't hear
Not every word enters clearly in the room,
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The strength I'm ssupposed to have
Melts away,
With my face
Tears fill my entire body
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Happy when in saddness,
Lonely but love being alone,
Crying but no one can see tears,
Sleeping but unable to sleep,
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