Jennifer Unknown

To lie naked on the fiery hot beach
Waves crashing and cooling thy soul
Washing away pain and misery
A blinding sun warming every inch of body and soul
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Beautiful blue gems, they are
Your eyes, send forceful shutters through my spine
Stare into them forever, I would
Your eyes, see inside my stone protected heart
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Pure imagination indeed
Reality wanted and needed at the same time
A physical love
An emotional love
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Kill you I would
With passion, hate, and power
Stare into your soul and give you back your poison
Tease you with my gun, my power, like you used your power over me
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To close my eyes and see your smile
Hear your footsteps walking to me
The burning sweaty palms of your hands on me
Your identifying smell lingering about
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Hate me or love me
You choose
I don't care
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Sweet and sour they churn
Evil butters of all flavors
Spreading their disgusting filthy selves on our children
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Please be patient
My worries take over
And I get scared sometimes
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Take me from my deep rooted fantasy
and set on fire my my every desire
Take me from my hurricane of anticipation
Silently make me beg to be taken
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You there
Look away from me
For I am too young
I am a person too you know
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To those who so faithfully believe in God that they call themselves Christians
I am confused.

I see them driving to church in their fancy cars and pretty outfits,
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Floating high in the sky, touching clouds and poking planes
Smiling as I fly, thinking of the day you were found
Discovered unexpectedly, my soul leaping with joy
Looking down on the trees, on the deep shades of green
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Could it be real?
Real in a fantasy world created with hopeful intentions of capturing reality
What makes reality real?
Real world’s life lessons learned and failed?
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I’m screaming to you at the top of my lungs, only silence is heard
And I’m begging you to see it in my eyes, to read my soul
And tell me everything will be alright
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It keeps you alive, yet scared and tortured at the same time
Suffocates like a snake, quickly latching, as everything becomes darker
Haunts you when your eyes close
Nightmares, endless tears, pictures burnt in memory
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Dark dreary night
Chilly, but muggy
All alone tonight
I will not be scared, I promised myself
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Late night I begin my search for you
Walking under the quiet stars
I dream of what might become
Tonight, tomorrow, next year
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You say I say
Round and round we go
Arguments turning about
He says she says
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Dreamed of you again last night
Cooked hot dogs on the grill up on the rooftop
Wearing my football jersey number eighteen
Squirted ketchup at me and said I lost
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In a world of uncertainty and sugar coated truths
I scream out loud in frustration
Selfishness is contagious
Money is number one
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