I'm tired
and I'm hurt.
I can feel the tear in my heart
spreading farther
...
Sick of living
Sick of pain
Sick of rejection
Sick of humanity
...
I cry silently inside
But you don't care.
You never do.
You enjoy my tears,
...
I can't keep doing this to myself,
the stress will kill me.
I have to stop
my knife.
...
Sick of being alone
even when I'm surronded by people.
I'm crying
but no one cares.
...
Writing,
depression setting in
but I can't stop.
Halfway through
...
I'm climbing,
Trying to get to the top of this monsterous mountian.
But I can't.
For this mountain
...
I woke up one day,
and knew something was wrong.
Like something was missing.
I got up and looked down at my stolen boxers and guy shirt.
...
I wish things
would just go back
to the way they were.
Before her
...
Kelsey I gave up on him
a long time ago.
He just hurt
too much.
...