I hate that you changed.
I hate that you’re the same.
I hate that you left.
I hate how you’ve stayed.
...
The warmth of the sun,
The touch of your hand,
The waves against my feet,
This is true happiness.
...
As you drive away
I wave goodbye,
And remember the times
We laughed and cried.
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What a wonderful thing to hear.
I’m sorry.
To know that after all this time
All this pain
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I look at you and see what I don’t want to be,
A stupid girl in love with a dream.
A dream that he’ll come back,
That he hasn’t really changed.
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Goodbye.
Seems like a forever word.
Like a word you should
only have to hear once.
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There are times when all I do is think of you.
I hate it.
There are times I want to forget you.
I hate that too.
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How will I know when it’s love?
When it stops being a crush,
Will there be a sign from above?
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Oh how I miss the good ole’ days.
Running, laughing, playing,
Swinging, jumping, and falling.
The days of foursquare and jump rope.
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As the waves crash down,
I remember your face.
The way you walked,
The way you talked.
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I wish you forgiveness.
I wish you hope.
I wish you nights of stars that make you dream.
I wish you love.
...
You have no idea
What I’m going through,
Nor do you care.
Nor do you want to care.
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But Most Of All...
I hate that you changed.
I hate that you’re the same.
I hate that you left.
I hate how you’ve stayed.
I hate how I cry.
I hate how you make me smile.
I hate how I miss you.
I hate how I feel.
I hate how it hurts.
I hate that it’s my fault.
I hate that it’s yours.
I hate that I can’t be around you.
I hate how I’ve lost you.
I hate how I’ve found out who you really are.
I hate that I can’t tell you any of this.
But most of all,
I hate how I can’t hate you,
Not even a little.
I hate how I still love you.