ezzabell fanning

i was lost and alone
you reached for my hand
you showed me the wonders of life
you showed me the meaning of love.
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inside

bottled up inside
are the words i never said
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Depression

is a way of dying
killing you from the inside
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killing myself slowly
cutting myself open
blood spills out
later leaving nothing-
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open your eyes,
watch the sunrise
the sky once black and purple
is painted by god
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i can't think straight
your making me sick
watching you
wasting my time
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im trapped in a world full of people
who wear masks to hide their identities
hypocrites, liars and theives
they are around us, but i cannot judge
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Yes, i am a freak
but then the world needs it
and if you can't approve it
then your the one thats sick.
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'i'm sorry's'
don't fix broken heart's and
don't work anymore.
'oopsies'
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i stare into this blank page
that we call life
flipping through it
only seeing black and white.
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Is love a tender thing?
Is it too rough,
too rude,
too boisterous;
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our story ends today
full of confusion, hate and pain.
though it started off with love
the human nature took its course
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the past in life always disturbing
a spiral staircase moving down into oblivion
for my state of mind is not at ease
full of insecurities.
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saying goodbye is the hardest part
as the distance stretches,
the pain grows
until one day,
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walking around smiling
an act perfected through the years
laughing and playing
a perfect stunt.
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walking down a lonely street,
i saw a figure, my one true angel,
his being not touched by my eyes,
walking slowly towards him,
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in the crowd, i only see you
in the crowd, i can only hear you
in the crowd,
i can only feel you.
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it's a messed up world
full of negativity
scornful screams
criticizing everything
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