Rupert Pine Poems

It begins with a smile, a friendly wave.
Hanging out, sharing everything.
We grow close, and our bond deepens.
But it breaks with fights, name calling, assumptions.
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I hate my body.
It hates me too.
I look at myself
and see something that isn't true.
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Who am I?

Once a child, with happiness and not one care in the world.
Now a struggling person, Not having a clue what to do with their life.
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I might as well be mute.
My voice is horrid,
Its quiet and uneven,
I hate hearing it,
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It never was enough,
I never was good enough was I?
These thoughts and doubts.
I'm not very cool,
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Again, it feels as if everyone's gone, their presence still lingers, but
I'm alone with my thoughts, stuck in a dark void.
The feeling of loneliness is overwhelming
I feel unwanted, Unneeded,
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I'm starting to realize,
I don't know true friendship,
I was never treated right as a friend,
Their lies and backstabbing,
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It feels when I'm alone,
Darkness covers me like a blanket,
It cradles me in its arms,
My thoughts cirlcing in a never ending vortex of sadness and loneliness,
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Stuck in this loop.
My mental state is deteriorating.
I can only seem to get worse.
I'm restless
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I'm tired.
I cannot fall asleep.
In a state of constant fear.
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