Amber Green Poems

Lost words.
Lost cares.
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I still cry.
I still ache.
I still destroy myself.
I still want you to hold me.
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Lie to me,
Tell me that you'll be here.
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Send another message
Send another plea
Because life just isn't right
Without you here with me
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Physical pain is actually felt
As I try my hardest not to cry
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'It was love when we first got together'
You say as if I believe your lie.
But, I of course know better.
I believed it long ago, before the 'love' rushed by.
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You need to understand this about me
I love who I am with and who I am
But there are some things you must see
For me to even give a damn.
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I want to call you
We need to talk about this
But it's all so hard to do
Yet, i still want that kiss
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You say one thing and act on another,
Making assumptions you couldnt know.
I seem as you say, like my mother,
But there's far too much you dont know.
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I am packing my things
And forcing away the tears
Trying not to think about the pain this brings
Realizing hidden in all of this are my greatest fears
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