Felt I deep grief, of my soul-
Out weighted are sins now
Can't I wash away them,
...
Somehow I want to know,
The path that'd lead me
To you forever.
How mad I'm, I wonder?
...
She is the thought that struck,
In the deep nights of loneliness
The charm of soul and nobility
She has a magical wand.
...
I see restlessness in my soul,
After long ago you came again.
Nay real but saw you in my dream.
I almost had forgotten about you
...
If not the words remain echoed
Will it decrease thy passion -
For me, and for our dreams?
Does it matter in a way?
...
A man who has no clues,
Of life and harmony,
What a luck he carries?
Never is he abandoned
...
She is amazing!
She is beyond the roses' beauty!
Every soul can be mesmerized.
I can't say about soberness,
...
Will you come to me?
In a black terrible night
When my breath chokes
And my veil burns!
...
Thousands of dry deserts are,
If you can see in my eyes.
My knees are become weaker.
I'd crossed thousands of miles,
...
Love must is a poison
And a pain that flows,
Through poor nerves.
Reddish grows eye
...
I want to lost, in your soul,
Forever and anyhow-
Please carry me,
In your blood, I want to lost!
...
A budding pain surfaces over heart,
A little fire kindled keeps eye on!
Something keeps carving inside me!
The darkest part of soul,
...
So kill me! Oh my murderer!
Do you need a dragger?
Or will you use a sword?
Even your eyes can do it well!
...
The sun too felt pity-cold,
Of emotions and connections,
Nothing to say or going beyond?
He has lost every clue of his way,
...
Your spell over me works
My poor soul, tormented!
And still I pray for more
What to say ye O beloved?
...
I felt bad and hurting it is
To see flowers fading away,
And falling of golden leaves
Sun without cure is gone far
...
26th of September not an ordinary day
I cherish this day more thousand years
Your birthday - How shall I love it not?
The day you born with the fate -
...
I am not any closest of thy,
Distanced by chains of time
Drowned in worries of veil
See I'm longing for what?
...
Travelling for many centuries,
Through meadows, and deserts
With dreams all along on board
They don't abandon any of us,
...
Wine bearer, bring the wine
Hold a glass onto me then,
I don't know reason for grief;
Or I want not to say of that
...
Abrar Ajaz Wani was born on 25th of November 1999 in Sogam Lolab-a small village in Kashmir Valley, in Ju Wani family. He went to Army Goodwill School for schooling and then later joined SSM College for Engineering. He gave his bayt pledge of allegiance to Hazrat Sheykh Lokman Effendi who is a saint in Osmanli Naqashbandi Spiritual Order. Wani believes one must take a different path the normal to become immortal. He went for the computer and science and done two pieces of research in the field of science which resulted in the invention of a keyboard called “Keyboard for Blind People” and “Auto Electricity generator Modal ”. He earned many awards and international appreciations from scientists like Ajay Bhat Intel, USA. He was titled as a Child Scientist in 103 International Science Congress held at the University of Mysore, Karnataka, He took a path in Child Science Congress session and exhibited his project KBP. He has learned Persian astrology when he was just schooling. The poet that always fascinates me is Ghalib of Urdu, I just love him for his depth ideas of mysticism, and also find Mohsin Naqvi as an outstanding poetic Idol. Wani's poems generally speak of Sufism and love. He had written praises for Prophet Muhmmad AS, his Sheykh Effendi, and other saints as well. Achievements I Works 1 Hasrat-e-Sehar Urdu Poetry collection, Not published yet 2 Verses of Abrar English Poetry Collection, Still working II Awards for Research: 1 Distt. level 2 awards 2 Awards from SIE state institute of Education, 3 Award by school for my work in science 4 Award by KILO Forces Indian Army III Appreciations for Research: 1 Mr. Ajay Bhatt Inventor of USB, Scientist at Intel, USA 2 Prof Dr. Shoa K 3 Dr. Srivianm IV Science Exhibitions: 1 District Level Science Fair 2013 2 Northern India Science Fair State-Based,2013 3 Northern India Science Fair North India based,2013 4 District Level Exhibition under 42nd JNNSMEEC 2014 5 42nd JNNSMEEC Provincial based,2015 6 42nd JNNSMEEC All India Based,2015 7 Child Science Congress session: India Science Congress,2016
Guilty
Felt I deep grief, of my soul-
Out weighted are sins now
Can't I wash away them,
By wine or by holy zum-zum?
I need cure to my guiltiness
Not a disease to doth cure
But an advisor again O people
I sought a light bearer again
And before I die, I want repentance
I can't take human subjects hereafter
I fear to prostrate Lord of Lords,
For there is burden of brutality
Paradise and hell fire I want not
But a cup of Kousar is only issue
pristine.abby.use ur talent as much as u can before u pay adieau.